Saturday, November 15, 2008

Thirteen ways to fall.

Falling she says. I’m falling.
And in turn I run.
Down the stairs and out the door
Slippers slip-slapping
Shirt-tails flip-flapping.
Crows feet at my eyes and arms outspread.
Like wings.
Heartflutter, mouthsplutter
Invective without directive.
Blood charging through my face.
I’m falling I say.
And sure enough -
I hit the ground full tilt like the world
turned 90 degrees in an instant.

Fallen. Felled. I feel battered, tattered
Beaten, cream-crackered. Harsh breathing.
Focus. There are feet at my face.
Fluffy pink slippers.
You fell she said.
Ouch. I said. You’re observant.
fucker she said.


Banana skin girl big cheesy grin.
All food and sustenance, mead and maul
Big blooming cheeks florid forlorn
Why ? she says.
You fell I said. That’s cheating.
Not the deal we dealt ourselves.

Addressed from on high
Stooden up, dressed down; 

dusted off, turned around.
Sick of being prepositioned,
Conjugated to death
I’m dragged like Peter’s shadow
restitched by Wendy,
flat on my black,
back home.
Where the heart isn’t
(Wasn’t/hasn’t been).
Tense. Nervous. Headache.
She triple locks the doors and windows
Plugs up the plugholes and bricks up the flue.
My father christmas days are over she tells me.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Black swan

Notes on the Black Swan by Nassim N. Taleb:
...Continued...

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

How to grow Religions

Just as there can be no atheism without an opposing God, I do not think you can have an ethereal religious system that is not also in some way a reaction to the 'real' state of man, and as such will always reflect more of simple human needs and drives and vices than it ever does of some more divine will.

For a belief set to remain distinct enough to copy itself, or at least allow its accurate reconstruction down through multiple generations - especially before the advent of widespread recorded media - it must be resistant to blurring. By this I mean, contain some internally driven self-referential logic that automatically leads the individual or group adherring to its system to deny almost point blank another conflicting system....Continued...

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Outside-In Evolution


The conventional view of evolution is an "inside-out" approach concerning the action of internal biochemical mechanisms constructing a vehicle of varying parameters around itself to further its own replication.

If we were to watch this process contained in a bubble in which there was no negative feedback - each individual was inviolate with regard to its fellows and nothing was ever killed and nothing ever died of its own accord - and there were no issues of resource scarcity or competition - then the only seeming 'direction' we ever might be able to observe the total population heading would be one of speed of replication. The highest proportion of the population of such a bubble would always be the phenotype which replicated the fastest.

This would be pure "inside-out" evolution, which has no regard for external enviromental factors....Continued...